i don't know.

this weekends was pretty crappy.
things with my body image have been horrible lately. i'm still eating, but i hate it. and i hate how i feel and how i look. i feel so uncomfortable inside myself lately. and i'm not really sure how to fix it.
luckily, things around my house are finally back to normal. my parents are pretty much acting like nothing ever happened. which i'm not going to complain about, but at the same time, i'm still angry with them for the things they did and said. things are a lot less tense, but i still don't neccisarily forgive them.
idk, a lot of things are just not so great right now. i'm not sure what it is. but i just feel uneasy.
i hope things start feeling a little better. because i can't say i'm a fan.